I had plans with my sister today, but I unfortunately had to cancel due to having so many things I need to get done. After I got off the phone with her I thought to myself, “Why is she talking so slow.” That is when I realized what was happening.
You see I had wonderful couple of days and some really good news that my divorce is final. I can’t express how good that makes me feel to know that it is over. I will say my first reaction startled me. My defiant nature reared it’s ugly head and I was upset about the way that it happened so to speak, but after a few hours and the idea really settling in I started to feel that it didn’t matter, it’s over and done and I am free.
Finding that out, seeing my sister, my treatment for Hep C. going so well and some other good news I won’t blurt out right now, I was so very happy.
After I hung up the phone with my sister and found myself wondering why she was talking so slowly, I looked at it from a different perspective and realized it was me that was speaking fast. Ten minutes later I am pacing around the room and can’t sit down.
I am glad I did not see my sister today. We would surely end up having some misunderstanding because I am moving so fast in my mind and my literal sense is high at the moment. So I did the things I needed to do and stayed home the rest of the day to take care of myself. Changed my meds accordingly and spending the rest of the day relaxing and being a normal level of happy.