This is about the third time it has happened, my mind in a cocoon of thought on where to go with all of this. Where I change as a blogger, my ideas on what I want on my blog and what I don’t.
Sincerely, I want everything on my blog, that being part of the problem. The question seems to be, what do I have the balls to put there, what do I believe is fair to put there. Is it to much, not enough? I have these growing pains going on and sometimes I am afraid to go forward.
And then there is this push from inside that makes it impossible to write until I bleed on paper. When is that going to happen?
It’s like trying to find the right train to jump on, where is the train going to end up? I can’t see what is down the tracks.